Ah, im so siann. Laogong is sleeping like a pig and leaving me alone to rot to death. Anyways, haven been blogging because of mid-years. Hais, talking bout mid years, i think im really gonna flunk it so so badly. Despite long long hours of studying, NOTHING gets into my head. Anyways, left 5 more papers and im FREE! YAY \(^-^)/! Than i can pei my laogong everyday! x) Hehe. Laogong really treat me so good! Always encouraging me to study hard and never failing to wish me good luck before every paper! Hehe. Love you so much baby. <3

Hmms, since im so so bored, i have decided to blog down how me and laogong met. Hehs.

Anyways, we met in Gunbound. His nick was marlboro90 and i was babygirl lahs. So i added him in my buddy list because we were in the same guild. So he talked to me and we played tgt. Added each other in friendster than after a few days, he asked for my HP number. I gave just for the fun of it and never expected him to call me. So ONE fine day, while we were playing GB halfway, this unknown number called me and i answered and it was HIM. Omg, i was damn shy on the phone. Hahs. So anyways, his calls came everyday and we would talk til we wanna slp or we would just play GB tgt till the next morning. He is also the one tht i shared all my problems with and he would be the one consoling me. x) How sweetttt! And he is such a bastard, everytime we talk on the phone, he would say at least one 'i love you' even thou we haven met (-____-") and because of his frequent calls, he accompanying me to play GB till early mornings and his 'i love you's, i started to develop feelings for him. At first i thought it was just an infatuation but after some time, i realised tht i would get very sian and sad when i dun see him online in MSN or GB. And i`ll get really worried and scared whn i dont recieve his calls. Hahs. So anyways, i tried to tell him of my feelings but didnt work la. I dropped a fucking big hint and he still dont even know. STUPID.

After a few mths of this, this girl name A came along and apparently he fell in love with her. I was really so saddddd.. He called me one day and told me he and e girl were tgt le. Imagine how sad i felt. Anyways, i cried. Den he asked me why i was crying and i just said tht this guy B gave me the feeling tht he likes me but now he is attached. And he damn dumb, couldnt even get wad i was saying. Idiotic. And even when he was still attached with A, he still called me and still said he love me (-____-") Such a flirt hohs? >;( Anyways, those 2 didnt last long la, cos tht girl is a fucking big flirt. One leg step one cruise ship. She also damnn bitch la.. ahh.. shall not say here. hehs. =x And after he broke off with her, he patched with his ex C.. (-____-") I really sad till bwg. But he said he stead with her because he took her as me? (o.0?)

Anyways one day, so coincident my crush pearlynn knew this boy called alvin which is hubby`s good bro at tht time. Than the first time we met is during x`mas eve. He came to my hse with alvin and my crush. I so damn paiseh pls. x( Den i went out to buy lunch for him and alvin. Den after a few hrs they left my house le. Teeheehee. Love loveeeee! Den on new year`s eve, he came my hse find me den go alvin`s hse find him and alvin and him and me and my crush, we went countdown tgt. Hehs. x) So after meeting, whenever he go and meet alvin, he will jio me go also. One time, when we went to k-box, and alvin force me to drink beer, he drank it for me. I was so touched pls. So anyways, he was sick and after drinking a few drinks, he got drunk luhs. Den he slept on my lap. We were just like a couple, but just tht we werent one yet at tht time. Than after half an hour or so, he suddenly woke up and HOLD my hands. Woahh, i fly go heaven leh. But i thought it was maybe he liked another girl and mistook me for her. So i didnt put my hopes too high. So after awhile we let go, he said to me ' Samantha, give me your hands'. Woahhh, now is really fly go heaven because i know tht he didnt mistake me for another girl. Hehs. After this incident, he called me more and once, when i went fishing with my sisters, he called me and accompanied me by talking to me on the phone and even when i fell asleep, he did not hang up. So sweet.. i was really head over heels, heels over head in love with him. Hehs. Finally, he told me he liked me last year in january and we steaded in March 26. Hehs. We really went thru alot before being tgt and now we`ve come this far, im really happy. I love youu lots baby, and my feelings have never faded ever since the day i fell in love with you. Hee! Promise me you`ll never let me go? x)

Samantha Love Marcus Forever! <33